senang senang dulu susah susah kemudian

so here i am with an assignment due that's still not done and it's 2.33 am and i should sleep soon as i have a meeting tomorrow morning...ah, joy...what was i doing earlier at say 8pm or 9 pm or even 10pm? Had i started working on the assignment then? Had i even switched on my computer or at least taken the file out of my bag? nooooooo, that would have been way too responsible of me. Instead, i got hooked on a new novel i just bought at Times called zombijaya, which is like a malay pulp fiction of a zombie apocalyse. Very addictive reading though way too much mencarut. Somehow cursing in malay sounds much worse than in english.

anyway, this assignment is damn boring so here i am in lalaland again. hey there eza. why do we do this to ourselves? are we that starved of an adrenaline rush? do we get high on self-induced stress?

since am still not in the mood to finish boring legal work, let me blabber about my weekend. My old university housemate's apartment block in cheras had a fire on friday, it was the unit not directly below my friend's unit but even after the fire had been put out by the ever so relaxed (walaumacamanapun kita minum dulu) firemen, the stench of the smoke was still overbearing so she and her 2 girls crashed over at our  apartment over the weekend and together with my 2 kids we had an impromptu slumber party. Since i am a lazy hostess and since she knows it having lived with me before, she - the fire smoke victim, brought her own flour, prawns etc and cooked breakfast for us (cucur udang, yum). The kids and us then swam at the pool until it rained then we ordered pizza and ate while watching something on astro which i can't remember now...i love relaxing-lots-of-eating-minimal-effort weekends like these! No weddings to go to, no shopping to be done, no need for malls.

sigh...ok then, back to reality, need to finish up work, wash kids' bottles and get their bags ready for school/nursery tomorrow (kenapa lah tak buat dari tadi....padan muka diri sendiri)...bye bye lalaland...lalalalalalala